When we face opposition, our whole
energy goes in defending and proving that we are right and that the other is
wrong. We forget that the person opposite us is providing the opportunity to
widen our horizon and look from others' perspective.
It is true that big
lessons come from big challenges. I learned it hard way, first time.
Many of you might know that I am an expert on gender
issues – conduct training, support designing and implementing gender
integration strategy and do evaluations from gender perspectives. You may
notice in my writings also that I always use gender neutral words. I was member
of gender focal team in my earlier organizations including SDC-IC, IIRR (www.iirr.org) and Prolinnova (www.prolinnova.net).
However, you may be surprised to know that I was never
gender sensitive person earlier, and it was through a bitter fight with my
adversary that I started looking from different perspective and ultimately became a gender expert. That tussle
expanded my horizon, my context and ultimately shaped my career.
I studied two years P.G. Diploma course on Development
Planning and Management at Pune University (Centre for Development Studies and
Activities, CDSA) during 1991-93. We had semesters system –including classrooms teaching, field
work and seminar/research papers where we had to select a topic, conduct
research, prepare and present the report. As I learned from my
seniors one of my teachers was feminist - pro-girls and anti-boys. I didn’t
know that I soon be getting first hand experience.
In first semester we had written test followed
by presentation of seminar papers. When result of written papers was declared, in
that teacher’s particular subject we all boys had 30%-40% marks and almost all
the girls got 90%-99% marks. I objected and requested the Director ‘Dr. Salil
Mehta’ for re-evaluation.
That particular teacher was also in-charge of seminar
paper. As I had come from Agriculture background I selected ‘Oilseed
Production: Problems and Potentials’ as my seminar paper. When I submitted
my paper it was rejected on the ground that it hasn’t covered women’s issues.
Integrating women’s issues in a technical topic was a
totally new area for me. After that, I improved paper 2-3 times, but she
rejected all. It was compulsory for me to pass in seminar paper. Therefore, I
again approached the Director who was very friendly to all the students. He
knew the issue, and therefore he sat down with me for two days to re-work and improve
the paper. When it was submitted again, it met with the same fate again - rejection.
It was apparent that she had decided to fail me in that subject.
For me there was no other way than to leave the course, return to my hometown and prepare for some other competitive exams. I informed my college and packed my luggage. During
this period, the Executive Director Mr. Christopher Benninger was in USA.
Fortunately, he returned back to India before my leaving, learned all the
incidents and called me. He had gone through my seminar paper by that time. He
said me that he is submitting my paper for evaluation in the university, and I
should wait for the result. The other teacher at the Pune University evaluated the paper
and gave very good marks.
After all this happened and everything cooled down, I started
reflecting back and realized that throughout my life so far I never looked from women’s
perspective. It was a serious flaw and thereafter I started focusing and building my knowledge on women’s issue.
Subsequently, a couple of my research
papers on women’s issues were published in ‘Times of India’ during
1994-95. In 1999 when I took charge of CARE’s pilot project, it focused on
women’s issues. The project name was ‘WISH-Women’s Initiative for Self-help’
which became a star project for CARE-India. Once a CARE global team from USA, working on
gender issue, visited the project to collect case studies from WISH project. We were expecting
big appreciation from them, but they remarked that the project does not
qualify for gender balanced development project as it is working on women’s issue, not on gender issue.
That comment was like an eye opening for me. I realized
that throughout the project we focused only on women’s issues and not on gender
issues – we had not included the men. The mistake was corrected in WISH
replication project in 2001 when we started working with ICRISAT on crop
diversification initiative, where both men and women were involved together.
This is how I was transformed from men’s centric to
women’s centric to gender sensitive person from 1991-2001. Thanks to my teacher (adversary) for widening my perspective and my horizon.
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